Confusion seems to be your default setting. Understand this: you’ll never measure up to me or any woman, for that matter. Even stroking to my image isn’t a given. Every pump of your cock, you must earn.
Quit deluding yourself. My words ring true, crystal clear. Loneliness in extreme denial breeds delusions of grandeur, a fantasy you’ll never attain. Snap out of it, accept your place, and stay there.